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Father of Mine (fave song)... me in a nutshell im tired when will the hurt go away ... plz tell me :(
Posted On 09/11/2007 16:46:16 by SWEET_JVC2305

Here are some songs that give u a glimpse of my inner emotions...


father of mine

tell me where have you been

you know i just closed my eyes

my whole world disappeared

father of mine

take me back to the day

when i was still your golden boy

back before you went away



i remember blue skies

walking the block

i loved it when you held me high

i loved to hear you talk

you would take me to the movie

you would take me to the beach

you would take me to a place inside

that is so hard to reach



father of mine

tell me where did you go

you had the world inside your hand

but you did not seem to know

father of mine

tell me what do you see

when you look back at your wasted life

and you don't see me



i was ten years ole

doing all that i could

it wasn't easy for me

to be a scared white boy

in a black neighborhood

sometimes you would send me a birthday card

with a five dollar bill

i never understood you then

and i guess i never will



daddy gave me a name

my dad he gave me a name

then he walked away

daddy gave me a name

then he walked away

my dad he gave me a name



father of mine

tell me where have you been

i just closed my eyes

and the world disappeared

father of mine

tell me how do you sleep

with the children you abandoned

and the wife i saw you beat



i will never be safe

i will never be sane

i will always be weird inside

i will always be lame

now i'm a grown man

with a child of my own

and i swear that i'm not going to let her know

all the pain i have known



then he walked away

daddy gave me a name

then he walked away

my dad he gave me a name

then he walked away

daddy gave me a name

then he walked away

my dad he gave me a name



then he walked away

.......................... Next Song 



I close my eyes when I get too sad

I think thoughts that I know are bad

Close my eyes and I count to ten

Hope it's over when I open them



I want the things that I had before

Like a Star Wars poster on my bedroom door

I wish I could count to ten

Make everything be wonderful again



Hope my mom and I hope my dad

Will figure out why they get so mad

Hear them scream, I hear them fight

Say bad words that make me wanna cry



Close my eyes when I go to bed

And I dream adventures that will make me smile

I feel better when I hear them say

Everything will be wonderful someday



Promises mean everything when you're little

And the world's so big

I just don't understand how

You can smile with all those tears in your eyes

Tell me everything is wonderful now



(Na na na na na na na....)



Please don't tell me everything is wonderful now



I go to school and I run and play

I tell the kids that it's all okay

I laugh alot so my friends won't know

When the bell rings I just don't wanna go home



Go to my room and I close my eyes

I make believe that I have a new life

I don't believe you when you say

Everything will be wonderful someday



Promises mean everything when you're little

And the world is so big

I just don't understand how

You can smile with all those tears in your eyes

When you tell me everything is wonderful now



I don't wanna hear you tell me everything is wonderful now



(Na na na na na na na....)



I don't wanna hear you say

That I will understand someday

No, no, no, no

I don't wanna hear you say

No, no, no, no

I don't wanna meet your friends

And I don't wanna start over again

I just wanna my life to be the same

Just like it used to be

Somedays I hate everything

everyone and everything

Please don't tell me everything is wonderful now



I don't wanna hear you tell me everything is wonderful now

(Repeat Until End...)....yea thats really me in a nutshell



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