Strange but true.Its other peoples reaction;s that leaves a lasting impact-if u let it-on PHA's.U learn to forgive them for their ignorence & pray that they get educated on HIV-AIDs ASAP!We R still human beings with the same hopes n dreams as everyone else.In fact these days U cannot tell who has,& who hasnt contracted HIV.Only those that have full blown aids R likley to look sick.The safest thing to do is just ast like everyone has it & that way u will learn to have safer sexual practices,(i hope)YOU cannot get HIV from kissing,hugging,petting,oral sex is still being debated as to whether it is risky or not.As long as she spits & doesnt have any cuts inside her mouth she should be ok.The virus dies when it hits the air,or bleaching can kill it as well but it will NOT kill the hep-c virus.Many IDU drug users have both hep-c & HIV,making their health more of a challenge for Drs.<p>So i am not on HAART meds as DRs have told me i am still too healthy(cd4 R at 804)& i have to wait untill it falls to 500 or <.I am lucky,as i know many other PHA's that have side effects to deal with as they R on HAART meds.I think the loniness at nights & having no female partner is the hardest part of being HIV+!What female would want to date a guy thats HIV+?Unless of course she is HIV+!!!But they R few & far between & most are still caught up in their addictions & useing hard drugs-i will pass thanks,been there done that!I am clean now 4 yrs from coke ,heroin & speed.I now go to schools ,group homes ,colledges & univerisys doing Living with HIV-My life story.My trigger was always Death-& i lost my dad,bro,gramps,daughter,GF,& mom,so i find it hard being alone these days & wish i had a woman with me here in sudbury,or BC.!I want to go out there as soon as possable & visit.I would love to backpack across canada doing HIV-AIDs education & awareness talks in citys along the way.IF there R any females that wants to talk just email me at [email protected] or try [email protected] GODBLESS & Have a great summer eh folks!!
