Ugh, life can be so lonely, confusing, frustrating, etc. at times. I've been having to plan my wedding for almost the entire past year, and I now have "wedding fatigue." I'm sooooo tired of planning and having anything to do with the wedding, and I'm at that point where I just want to quit, not worry about the rest. Of course I'll still get married, but I can't take planning one more detail, look at one more thing in white, listen to a particular person that "hijacked" the wedding from my fiance and I, etc. I'm just so tired and frustrated from it all.
My fiance doesn't even help plan the wedding....at all. Everything is on me, and I'm also trying to manage my studying on top of it all. The wedding isn't even close by...it's 1,800 miles up north in Delaware....that's where all of our family and friends are. It's so difficult to arrange a wedding from so far away...booking appointments, scheduling things, details (such as centerpieces, church stuff, reception stuff, etc). I feel like I need a two month break after this wedding. I'm soooo stressed out! My future-mother-in-law is the one that hijacked the wedding...and she keeps trying to make everything HER way...down to the shoes I'm going to wear, every detail. She even wanted me to call the church and reception hall and change the time of the wedding to a later time in the day...this was AFTER the invitations went out and everything was scheduled. Needless to say, that didn't happen. She keeps wanting me to add so many things to the wedding to make it "different", but I'M the one that ends up having to take care of, arrange, and plan all of those "details" , which takes more time and makes more stress for me...and most of the stuff I don't want to do. I just want a simple, fun, comfortable wedding. Ugh, I'm going to stop here...even writing about weddings is annoying me now, lol!
